Been there, done that. And then took care of a terminaly ill family member the last year of their life. <ALOT of emotional issues there> So, I do feel for you. All most of us can do is say "we got your back!" I know when I was dealing with that emotional hell, these boards were my break from the insanity that was my real world even though due to those real world issues, I lost touch with most of my games and was somewhat scarce on these boards.
As for mental illnell, hey, it ain't so bad if one does what they need to do. <HAH! Paul, I'm catching up to ya

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Don't swet it, and as everyone has said, take care of what needs taking care of and if you need to vent, we are here.