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Originally Posted by atiff
Nate,
We all make choices, and our choices always have consequences (good and bad). We make those choices based on the info we have at the time. We should never judge a choice on the outcome, only on whether it was a good choice with the info we had at the time it was made.
What's done is done, and no-one can change that. So take it easy on yourself. Be who you need to be, and move forward.
Hope that helps,
Andrew
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Thank you Andrew. it does. My mom keeps telling me that dad didn't blame me, but respected the fact i had so much blind faith in Emma when it happened. That he knew that I loved her so much. And that I didn't do anything out of malice, but out of love. It still hurts, because i still hear dad saying that he'd never get to see Zachary again... and I swore to him that I wouldn't let that happen. I had to eat alot of shit to get pictures of the boys... and he never got to see them. He didn't wake up and see them. Mom said that she sat beside him and described the pictures. and that he got to see the boys before I will. and Emma can't keep dad away from them now. No matter what, she can't stop him from seeing them now.
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Fuck being a hero. Do you know what you get for being a hero? Nothing! You get shot at. You get a little pat on the back, blah blah blah, attaboy! You get divorced... Your wife can't remember your last name, your kids don't want to talk to you... You get to eat a lot of meals by yourself. Trust me kid, nobody wants to be that guy. I do this because there is nobody else to do it right now. Believe me if there was somebody else to do it, I would let them do it. There's not, so I'm doing it.
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