I'm still here... just been recovering from a new set of meds that has left me zonked out. i'm hopig that i'll be getting use to them enough that i'm not sleeping all the time.
the anti-migrane meds the VAMC got me on has left me groggy and out of it, but not as bad as it was at first when they gave them to me. I have gone from sleeping 20hrs a day to actually having some waking hours now.
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Fuck being a hero. Do you know what you get for being a hero? Nothing! You get shot at. You get a little pat on the back, blah blah blah, attaboy! You get divorced... Your wife can't remember your last name, your kids don't want to talk to you... You get to eat a lot of meals by yourself. Trust me kid, nobody wants to be that guy. I do this because there is nobody else to do it right now. Believe me if there was somebody else to do it, I would let them do it. There's not, so I'm doing it.
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