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Antenna is onboard =)

Just one thing, I have limited time nowdays becouse of new GF and want to spend qualitytime with her as often as I want to (and that is not so easy becouse she is a very buzy 30+ collage student).

Also, have to tell one small secret of my own now when I getting older...
I've been suffering from PTSD for over 15 years now and then and researched my own disease rescently so I am pretty sure of what I am talking about when it comes to MY view of that disease (the importent thing is to know that it is my view and not a generl view according to a Medical doctor but more of a researchers approach to the problem).

I am thankful to the older forums and hopefully this to have been able to know soliders that maybe suffer from PTSD or other illnesses that is similar to PTSD. One thing is sure if you wanna be cured from me is that I don't have the power to cure your illnesses you must go the thin line yourself as I did. I can of course give you guidelines on what I did to get cured and what I didn't do after a while when I found out what was troubling me for so long. I cannot still give constant guideing, after all to come over PTSD you must do your homework and find the essence of what you wanna do yourself who you wanna become and most imprtent of all who you aint gonna be when you find the "truth" about yourself.

Final word in this post
Hopefully there is some a moment in the end of the process of haveing PTSD where those who suffer PTSD can say that "I know" or whatever knowledge that comes out of a trauma that intense that PTSD can be.

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