Thank you for the compliments... sorry i've not been around. Been dealing with alot of issues in real life. My Social Security Disablity was finally approved, and my VA Disability was raised from 60% to 70%! i am now actually able to not only pay my rent and utilities and actually have money left over to buy food now! and I will actually have the money to go to the UK to see my sons whenever my so-called wife will let me go and see them! I am looking forward to get to go see the boys. I just hope that she lets me see them soon.
I've also been able to get some drawing supplies that i've really wanted to get for years (such as a scanner that can handle 11" x 17" pictures and a real drawing table). I've used this Godsend to go about retaking over my life, i've been taking the time to redecorate the apartment with my things instead of my "wife's"... For the first time in my life i was able to actually buy a TV from the store and not second or third hand. and it's one of those werid new fangled flatscreen TVs. That's been a real thing that i can't believe that i was able to do.
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Fuck being a hero. Do you know what you get for being a hero? Nothing! You get shot at. You get a little pat on the back, blah blah blah, attaboy! You get divorced... Your wife can't remember your last name, your kids don't want to talk to you... You get to eat a lot of meals by yourself. Trust me kid, nobody wants to be that guy. I do this because there is nobody else to do it right now. Believe me if there was somebody else to do it, I would let them do it. There's not, so I'm doing it.
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